Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Volume Nine

Hello everyone.
Today has been too long of a day in all honesty. It seems like it just won't end and it's not even 5 yet... ugh. My mom  woke me up late and so I had less time to get ready, didn't look that great in class today, I didn't have anything to eat, and the one day that I have to WALK to the library, which is like 8 or so miles away, the weather decides to go against me. It was hot and there was no wind, at all! Needless to say, Im not really in the best of moods.
Well like I mentioned last week, Friday was Deaven's birthday. He's officially (as of Friday) 17 years old. . . what an old man! ha ha just joking. Well I did end up going to his house on Saturday for a little party. I was actually the first one of his friends to be there. It was cool though cause I got to meet his family and we got to hang out one on one for like 4 hours. after some of his friends showed up he had some pizza from Little Ceasars (YUMMY!!!) and then had some cupcakes that he made himself (even more YUMM!) and he oopened his presents. Later on Rachel (another fellow beaner) and her boyfriend (another old friend from middle school) showed up and we hung out at his house a little bit longer before spontaneously deciding to go to the bowling alley. Of course the boys couldn't take the heat that Rach and I were giving out so. . . What did they do?
They went on the computer and changed their scores!! Deaven (the evil mastermind behind it all) went and gave me two zeros then went and gave Willy a strike! What a butthead huh? Whatever it was his birthday party so I let him off easy. We went to the arcade after and Deaven won me a prize. I'm bad at describing it but you know those rubber things you put on your finger, they can also go on pencils? No? No one understands what I'm describing. . .  Akward ha ha I'll post a picture. Well anyways he got me one. It's a cute green horse that I named Julio, cause you know he's a beaner too! It was so much fun to see my friends and spend the whole day with Deaven. I'll be sure to post pictures of all of us and Julio soon.
In other non-Birthday related news, I've decided what im getting tattooed on my 18th birthday. But I'll need either Enzo or Deaven there with me ha ha. I'm getting multiple tattoos, but one of the ones im getting is the names "Sebastian Maria Isabel." I'll be getting it on my ring finger on my right hand. the names are a promise to my unborn older brother/sister. I'm promising him or her that I'll live a good enough life for the both of us.
I'll reveal another my soon to be recieved tattoos in tomorrows post.
Well that's about all that happened to me recently but stayed tuned for tomorrows blog post. Remember to follow me and comment below. See you all tomorrow. Till then SMILE!! XOXO hugs and kisses

Friday, August 24, 2012

Volume Eight

Hey everyone!
My PandaBear is leaving me today! (not an actual Panda just a friend's nickname) We barely took any pictures at lunch so we're going to have to take more after school today, just the old gang: Panda, Googoo Bear, Ryan, Janee,and I (cuggle).
In other news Enzo got pretty mad about how I am with my friends sometimes. We all have those weird things we do with a certain friend right? Well between Kassie and I when we hug our chests hit, we call it boob rapage. Enzo doesn't like that I do that. Between Ryan and I, when we hug he likes to pick me up. Keep in mind I'm about 5 foot 5 inches and Ryan is probably about 6 foot something so when he hugs me it's like a big bear hug and so he playfully picks me up, that got Enzo kinda mad and jealous and it ruined my night last night. Especially because I was so ecstatic about finally talking to Enzo. We haven't been talking to much 'cause he's been depressed and hasn't wanted to talk. So last night I finally got to talk to him and I wanted to tell him about Kassie leaving and my dance show and Deaven's birthday and other stuff. But once we started talking all he wanted to talk about was how i am with my friends. I mean I don't do anything inappropriate with my friends, I don't kiss them or do bad things with them and I definitely don't do anything with them that should make him feel that jealous or get mad at me or question how I act or make me feel like he doesn't trust me or make me feel like he thinks that I'll cheat on him. He went on and on about how I act with my friends and how he wants me to behave better because he doesn't want these guys to try anything. I completely understand jealousy and concern but what I don't understand is why it seems like he doesn't trust me. These are my friends. He has done worse things than me. When I'm with my friends I'm not drinking or out at a bar or a strip club or something. I'm in a happy mood, joking, laughing, and being me. Sometimes it seems less like jealousy and more like control. It sometimes feels like I have to change who I am or who my friends are so he won't tell me that sort of thing. I'm not sure what it is I want to do. Any Advise? Comment below... PLEASE!
In other news HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAVEN RICKMAN. Your such an old man now! Just joking ha ha. I hope he has a great actual birthday and I'll be seeing him tomorrow and we can spend the day doing whatever you want my beaner. It's your day so HOORAY for you!
Well that's all for today's post because I have to figure out where to me up with my gang so we can take pictures and i can change back into the shirt my mother thinks I wore to school today. . . I'm so sneak I wore one shirt to school but had another in my bag and when I got to school I changed in the bathroom so I could look good in those pictures. So now before I leave school I'm going to have to change again.
Until next time everyone. Don't forget to follow me and comment below. SMILE!!! XOXO hugs and kisses

Thursday, August 23, 2012

Volume Seven

Hello cyber freaks!! O.o
Ya anyways. . . hope everybody had a weird Thursday. . . I have no idea what's with me today ha ha.
Anyways. . . I finally know what I'm doing for my first dance performance, and I have to go shopping to buy my outfit. I'm going to be doing a character role!!! Guess what my character is. . . I'm going to be (wait for it... ) a. . . NERD! Yay nerd power ha ha so I have to go out and buy some cute nerd clothes and steal some 3D glasses and use those as my glasses ha ha but SHH the theatres can't know!
The story behind the song is that we're in class and all of us girls are nerds and the one guy in the class is the bad boy greaser type and we all want to give him our number. The performance isn't until December but I'll definitely take a video and tons of pictures and upload them so you can all see it. I'm so excited about it!
In other news, guess what tomorrow is. . .Yes it's Friday but it's something else to. . . jeez try a lil harder guys. . .give up? I figured you wouldn't guess it. . .
IT'S MY BESTIES BIRTHDAY: DEAVEN RICKMAN!!! Hooray for him. He is one of the sweetest guys ever and he's my beaner, not yours. Mine, back off ha ha just kidding but he is a super sweet guy. When I asked him what he wanted for his birthday he said that he just wanted to see me again (I told you he was sweet)I can't let a friend down on their birthday so I have to go down to Menifee this weekend and meet up with him and my old group of buddies too. Gonna be a great time no matter what we do and of course I'll take pictures of the birthday boy and all our mischief.
Enzo's finally over his homesickness. I ws starting to get really worried about that. This last time was the longest of them all. Poor kid. . . Even though he's older than me, kid yay ha ha. I can't wait for October. He'll be back in the states and it'll be our anniversary. Which reminds me let me know what you guys think of that song I showed you a few posts back.
Well that's all for today's post but to get everyone in a good mood at the end of the day, here's a happy song from a foreign group that I absolutely love and am addicted to. Check 'em out

Love the video. Look at all the gorgeous buildings and all the picture perfect moments these two lovely girls have. LOVE IT!! Get addicted to their songs: BOY
Don't forget to follow me, tell your friends, and comment. 'till next time. SMILE! XOXO hugs and kisses to you all.

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Volume Six

OMG Look at my future husband... but don't tell Enzo ;)
I figured I'd start this blog off by giving everyone something to smile about. I also got an e-mail special for all of you so now you have a way to contat me and have it be more personal. If you ever want to e-mail me go ahead and e-mail me at lovelyromantic1@gmail.com Thanks everyone!
So everyone should check out the video below. Especially if you have a significant other and it seems like maybe your drifting apart or theres just an obstacle that you two have to overcome but it seems hard. Don't give up!!

I'm putting a few things on this post huh?. . . Probably 'cause I LOVE YOU!!!! . . . Or 'cause you know. . . I just don't have much of a life. . . ya anyways I hope everyone had a nice Wednesday. Now I don't know about you guys but I am stoked about this coming 3 day weekend! I'm ready to hopefully go to the beach with some friends and relax all day long. If I do I'll be taking about 50 billion pictures because I don't get to spend too much time with my friends from my old town of Menifee ha ha. i miss those goobers!
What are your plans for the weekend? let me know in a comment below.
Well todays post was a short one but i have so much to do today guys sorry. I just had to blog at least a little something.
Don't forget to follow, tell your friends, and comment! SMILE!! XOXO hugs and kisses

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Volume Five

Hey everyone!
I hope you all enjoyed yesterdays blog and song of the day. I'm thinking about doing a daily song like I did yesterday but I'm not sure. If you like the idea then let me know in a comment down below, if you don't like the idea than tell me that too. But if I do decide to make it a daily thing I'll take your suggestions and listen to recommended songs and the song you tell me about could be the song of the day.
Well today I woke up in a fabulous mood, not sure why, but anyway I did and I was playing some music while getting ready this morning. It made me want to get all pretty and dressed up for school today. I love how when your wearing something that you feel pretty and confident in, the world notices and it seems like people compliment you and smile with you more. It's kind of nifty how powerful the right outfit can be! Well now I'm wondering what is your confidence boosting outfit? What did you wear today? Let me know in a comment below.
OK so I'm asking a few questions today... only seems fair that you guys can ask me some back so if you guys have any questions about me (doesn't really matter what about) I'm going to set up an e-mail specially for your questions and other things like that so everyone can e-mail me. I'll have the e-mail done later today 'cause in all honest I just of it so later today I'll get it set up and you can e-mail me whatever you want and whenever you want.
So we're working on being more flexible in dance and my gosh I'm flexible in certain ways but WOW there are some things that just hurt!! Wish I was still as flexible as I was when I was a kid. . .It seems like you can do whatever when your that flexible. . .I'm jealous of the kid me ha ha (loser moment). All day today (even though I woke up in a great mood and had a great start to my day) I've been off! I left my folder at home along with my sunglasses and water, I got hit by a random stranger and almost fell off a table! And it isn't even noon yet! Ahhh!!
Well in other news, my girl Nickki of Nickki's Kisses finally got her crush David to ask her. I say finally because they have known each other for awhile, he treats her like his girlfriend and they like each other. Well he finally grew a pair and asked her. He said he would ask her in a special way and that he wanted to wait to ask her a few months back. . . What's funny is that he didn't really do anything special, my opinion. I figure if you have months to think something out it should come off as special and important not spur of the moment type thing. But I'm glad that she's happy and he seems to make her smile so I'm good. He asked her to homecoming too!! (hooray) Congratulations to her!
I'm planning a little cyber date with Enzo tonight but I don't know what to do ha ha. It's weird he's getting a bit of an addiction to playing Mine Craft with his friends back home. . . kinda geeky but OK he has fun and it's nice that he can spend time with his friends now. Can you imagine being away from home in a foreign country for six months? And when he got there he didn't speak Spanish so it was very hard on him. So I'm glad that he can spend time with his friends doing something, even if it is Mine Craft ha ha. Hopefully he won't be too addicted and we and talk tonight. If you have any cyber date ideas or suggestions let me know. I'll be back on in a few hours and by then I'll have the e-mail up and maybe a song too.
Follow me, comment and spread the word! SMILE!! XOXO! hugs and kisses!

Monday, August 20, 2012

This is the song I'm thinking about using....

since I'm making Enzo a dorky gift for our one year anniversary this October i like this song and I might use it in the background of the video... comment and let me know what you guys think yes. . . no?
Keep in mind that by this time he may or may not be back from Bolivia. unfortuanely we dont have a concrete date yet all we know is he's coming back the second week in October and our anniversary is the 10th. I'm so happy with him. Thanks Everyone. Je T'aime!!!

Volume Four

Hey fellow sweethearts!
I'm back once more just like I promised. See I am good at posting lol! Well today at school we learned some cool stuff in my web design class! I feel like i sound kinda geeky... maybe i should buy some cute geeky glasses! *bright idea* Well as we all know I'm a total music freak and I'm adding something new to this blog post.... it's... the....Song of the Day!!!! YAY!! I absolutely adore this band and this song is so romantic and heartbreaking. He is trying so hard to win her back and she isn't even interested. Poor guy... Well it's OK he can come and get with me ha ha just joking... I have a boyfriend... :( just kidding ha ha.
In other news, I haven't told you what happened over the weekend..... wait for it... Nothing ha ha I don't have a life you guys! I did actually do one thing this weekend and that was go out to dinner with my grandparents and my mom and brother. We went to this absolutely amazing ramen place in Rosemead called Hakata Noodle... my stomach just growled 'cause I said it out loud ha ha yes it is actually that good!
It was so nice but of course since it's me I had to notice how adorable my grandparents are. They have both been divorced and this is their second marriage. They have been together for... well actually I don't really know but  that's not the point the point is their in love.
After years of being married, they can still hold each other and kiss and joke with each other in a really sweet, cute, romantic way. They look out for each other all the time and have perfected their marriage. They hold hands and still look deeply and lovingly into one another's eyes. When we got in the car to go, my grandpa came and kept telling my grandmother to sit on the other side so the sun wouldn't hit her and so that it would hit him instead. My grandparents are old but it's not like they can't do anything it's just that my grandma can't be in the heat for long and since it's been 100+ degrees lately my grandpa was a total gentleman and took the heat instead...literally. These are my role models. They can love so deeply and truly even after being hurt and heartbroken. They didn't back away from marriage and they've stood the test of time and life together. When one of them is weak, the other is strong enough for the both of them and they work so well together for so many reasons. This is the kind of love I want and I hope everyone finds it too.
I actually think that I may have this kind of love... the kind where you can be really sweet one second and the next your joking about something the other person said or did. I was on the phone with Enzo last night and he told me I wasn't his first love but that I was his last. He isn't very romantic too often so when he is it really means allot. He has his times where he's sweet but he's romantic in a different way. He jokes allot and we have allot of little jokes and stories between us and I guess that's his way of showing me he loves me and being romantic in his way. We were joking around with each other last night about how we met and how he started talking to me. He says he came up to me the way he did 'cause he wanted to be memorable and he only had one chance to ha ha. I'm not gonna tell you guys the story cause well I kinda can't since it's a little weird and inappropriate ha ha but he was definitely memorable and I really couldn't friend-zone him which was what he was apparently afraid I'd do. But ya guys... do something memorable and different. Girls... give a guy a chance as nervous as you are when you go and talk to a guy, well he's just as nervous when he approaches you. Especially if he doesn't know you. And you never really know... he could be the one if you just give him a chance.
I hope everyone finds love. And guys, love isn't just between a man and a woman. It's between the hearts. the heart doesn't have a face, age, gender, body or any of that. The heart wants what it wants and we shouldn't judge what it yearns for just because yours' yearns for something else. People are different and that's what makes us us and we're all beautiful and perfect the way we are. No one can control their heart so let a person love whoever they want. It doesn't affect you.
So today's final post was all about love and romance wasn't it? I'll be back tomorrow but don't forget to follow me and comment below and take the survey i have in the right hand side. SMILE!! Hope everyone has a good ret of the day. XOXO. hugs and kisses!

Volume Three

hello beautiful people,
So sorry about not posting yesterday but I wasn't near a computer and posting on my phone takes forever... Well my mom had to take some vacation days from work and she hasn't been sleeping to well so she wanted me to stay home from school so she wouldn't have to wake up early and drive me to school. After we woke up and had breakfast she had the idea of going up to Big Bear. It was like an hour long drive of nothing but my ears popping and endless swerves on a cliff going up the mountain. It was interesting ha ha. When we finally got the Lake Big Bear we stopped by this restaurant to have lunch and talk about how much nicer it was to be around trees than in a smoggy concrete jungle. It was so much fun to drive around the lake and take pictures. We saw some weird birds and kept taking the scenic route everywhere...mostly cause my mom got lost but.. it was still a cool trip. However it did start to rain a little bit which was such a relief from the 100+ degree weather. We went to this nice cafe and had a capuccino and some sweet desserts and walked around downtown in a little old time shopping centre. Then we decided to go home.The entire trip back down the mountain... we used no gas... we probably damaged our brakes on that trip (whoops). We went down from 7030 feet elevation all the way to a little under 2000 feet elevation. our poor brakes were suffereing on the way down because of the steep slope and all the curves in the road. But we finally got back home and we were both exhausted and my mom pretty much went straight to bed after. Can't blame her but it was such a nice trip to take for just the two of us.
Well anyways... HOMECOMING is in 30 days for me!!!! Ahh! who do I take? ha ha just kidding we all know that if I could I would take my boyfriend but unfortunately Enzo isn't back from Bolivia yet and so he can't come and be my date. (pout) So instead I'm going to take my sexy Cuddles..... Nicki. I hope She can make it ha ha and in return I might be her date for homecoming at her school even though she has a boyfriend, David. He can hold our purses while we party ha ha just joking... a little... or am I (dramatic music) I am just joking though ha ha. Well hopefully I can go to my homecoming. I've never been to one before... When is your guys' homecoming? And are you taking a date or going with a group of friends or maybe are you going stag (by yourself) let me know in the commetns below. Also if you plan on going give me details like how much it is at your school or what kind of dress you want and other things like that. I'm excited to hear from you all!
Well that's all for this post but to make up for the few days I didnt post last week I'll post again later on today.
As always SMILE and have a great day see you all in a few hours. comment, follow, enjoy and spread the word about my blog (much appreciated). love you all! XOXO! hugs and kisses

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Volume Two

Hi sweeties!
I'm sitting here typing this post and in front of me is the cutest couple! I love it when you see a couple and they don' have to be eating each others faces to tell that they're in a relationship. Really if anyone out there has the kind of relationship where you can lounge around with your hair all messy, no make-up, sweats, and he still looks at you like your absolutely beautiful (which you all are no matter what) that's a great relationship. I know I have that kind of love 'cause once I was on Skype with Enzo.... No make-up, wet hair (I had taken a shower a little bit before we chatted) and I had bags under my eyes and sun burned legs (I looked like a tomato from my hips down ha ha) and I was getting self concious and he kept telling me that I looked cute and that he was glad he got to see me even if I didnt feel as beautiful as he saw me.I hope everyone out there finds a wonderful love!!!!
Today was interesting... I found out a close friend of mine is leaving our school and going somewhere else so that really bummed me out, but she won't be leaving until the end of the month so yay! I also have about a million different assignments due tomorrow but don't worry there just a bunch of little five minute assignments so I should have em done in no time. Dance today wore me out!! We do a warm-up dance everyday and it's probably about five or six minutes long... that doesnt sound like its that long really, but bare in mind that we dont stop moving... and we do the routine two times! My thighs are so incrediblly sore from these past few days of doing this, but I know it'll pay off whe I have great legs and know how to do really awesome dances ha ha.
I also have some new artists for everyone to check out this week on the side. I really encourage people to check out foreign bands and different less known artists. They can have better music than most mainstream artist because of their smaller fan base and as a result can have more meaningful and powerful songs that speak to you on diffferent levels.
I know my posts tend to be a little on the mushy side of things and that not everytone out there has someone right now... I don't want anyone to feel bad for being single, embrace it! It means that you don't settle for less than what you deserve and I know that when you do find someone you want to be with that you'll love deeply and truly and it'll be great.
Relationships are hard. No one likes to say it, but the fact of the matter is... there hard work. People's feelings get involved, hearts get broken, and fights get out of control! So for all of the signle people out there dont feel bad, you should take this time to really see who you are and what you want out of life and where your going. That way when you do gt in a relationship you won't have to play games and can find the right person faster and easier... but remember love happens when your not looking for it.... Which actually makes sense....
Think about it people say your true love is your missing piece and isn't it true that when you're looking for something (like your keys) the moment you stop looking for it, (stupid car keys! ha ha) you find it! (I'm not saying love is like your car keys or like finding your lost car keys because it's not... it's better obviously but same logic ha ha)
Well anyway keep your head up and always smile. Remeber to keep reading my blog (it'll get better ha ha) and tell your friends to check out my site and comment and follow me... but just not in a creepy stalker kind of way ha ha. XOXO
hugs and kisses to all my gorgeous people

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Volume One

Hello my lovelies!  So many crazy things have been happening to me lately. At the moment I'm currently trying to find a house... hard work jeez! I'm also still in school and doing really well. For all the people out there who are shy or just have a hard time making friends for whatever reason... here's a tip: Step out of your comfort zone. It will obviously feel weird at first but it'll get you to not be as shy. if you are going to do this just remember that you have to stay you. It's easy to like someone for what they say the are but it's harder (but better) to like someone for what they prove to be. I know it's easy to dish out advise, which is why I've been taking ore of my own advise lately. I tend to be a shyer person and I always end up regretting not being more out there at first. So I have definitely been taking my advise and only 2 weeks into school I have more friends and more people in my classes know me and talk to me and I'm also taking classes that I've wanted to take but have been to shy and nervous to take, like dance. Hope some people take my advise. But anyways, done with my advise and moving on...
I'm still with my boyfriend, Enzo, in October it'll be a year that we've been together. I have a cute little gift for him but he's one of those people who don't really like getting money spent on them so I have to be creative (yay!!!). I will definitely show everyone my gift idea. Unfortunately our relationship hasn't been perfect and we've definitely had a "more than necessary" amount of drama recently. For starters, another guy was trying to hook up with me and I was kinda going for it... I don't know about everyone else but I'm the type of person that has to tell the person I think I'll hurt when something makes me feel guilty. In other words... I felt bad and told my boyfriend. He was obviously mad and lost some trust in me but I never cheated because I realized that I had put time and effort into my relationship and I was with someone really great. I mean he didn't even yell at me when I told him that I was thinking about cheating. The weird part came up a few months later, when I earned his trust back. A guy in my chemistry class had actually tried to kiss me and he nearly did but fortunately I moved away before he could. When I told Enzo he said that he was proud of me and that this had proved to him that I wouldnt cheat and that he really could trust me. (yay!!!)
Apart from my relationship drama... My girl Nickki and I are getting our own bakery started up. Right now were nothing big but we're going to go to culinary school in Oregon and set up shop there. It'll be called...... (imaginary drum roll.....)
Polka Dots Cupcakery
It may say cupcakery but once we set up shop, we plan on expanding to a full bakery. Oregon is going to be indulging in our yummy treats.... Prepare yourself Oregon... We're coming! Ha Ha
Well hopefully everyone has a wonderful Tuesday and be sure to come back tomorrow to check out my new post for tomorrow. Be sure to follow, comment, and share this site with your friends! XOXO
hugs and kisses to all my beautiful readers and remember to SMILE!!!